honeymami

*insert name here* part 2

I have no plan of falling for him.. So I'm starting to avoid him without him knowning it... That's the best thing I can do for him and for myself... I will definitely miss him...

*insert name here*

He makes me smile without him knowing it...
His always there when you need someone to talk to...
He cares.. And you will feel important...
His sincere but mostly he jokes around...
But that's ok... That's what's makes him special...
He lifts up my heart when I'm down,  remove all my worries, sadness, and depression... And I thank him for that...

But...

He will only remain in my dreams...
And I will love him there without hesitation...

Who Am I In His Eyes, Thoughts, and Perception...

This is how my beloved honey describe me. He said that this is still incomplete, so I will just edit this if ever he decided to add some more. ^^

This is what he sees in me, his thoughts and perception about me. ^^

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here is a short information about my mami..

the positive side

• she is always there for me
• she is also available if ever you need her.(bsta wlang work)
• she is sweet and caring.
• she never forgets to see if i'm okay or not
• she is very lovely
• she is good in web desigining as well as photo editing
• she is sexy ^^
• she is so so patient with me. (i hope so)
• she is very beautiful
• she makes me happy

the negative side

• she easily gets angry if ever you disturbed her in the middle of something.
• she doesnt want to be caressed and to be lambing in public. (sa haus lang daw)^^
• she likes pc too much.(but its okei anyway)
• she likes to be in order.(eh pasaway kc ako eh)
• she pinches me so hard.(grabe ang sakit tlga)

so in short, my mami is one of a kind. a very special person and the one i love the most. i love you so much my honeymami, thanks for everything.

Age Matter

In my case, YES! AGE DOES MATTER.  Why? Because almost all my relationship did not go well.  Having a younger boyfriend is really a pain in the ass. >__>

I do accept immaturity, but sometimes this kids never use their brains.  Especially when they talk.  They don't even know that they already said something stupid to they already hurt their partner. <__<

Since ako ang matanda, dapat daw ako ang magpasensya.  And I do find that really really UNFAIR.  I guess you understand what I mean here.  Anyway, having a kiddo bf will only cause to disaster.  First problem will be time.  Second will be family.  Third will be money.  Fourth will be misunderstanding.  And so on...

So, age does really matter in my opinion.  I have never known anyone that did go well with their relationship having age gap.  My parents does not have a good relationship.  My mom is 5 years older than my dad.  And another friend of mine, she is 8 years older than her previous boyfriend.  It is a fact that age matter and it will be a big deal for sure.

My papi

My papi in positive ways...

• He never leaves me behind.  Even if I shove him away, he is still there.
• He is always there when you needed him the most.  Well not 24/7 though. ^^
• He always send me messages through text.  And he never gets tired of it.
• He never gets tired of listening to my non-sense stories and to my rants.
• He never gets tired of saying "i love you honey" almost everyday O__O
• He always take good care of me.
• He knows most everything about PC.
• His very fluent in english. (nosebleed)

My papi in negative view of mine...

• He is stubborn and lazy.
• He loves to sleep. O__O
• He doesn't know how to take good care of himself. >__>
• His a txt addict. O__O
• His a smoker T___T

But who is papi to me really? Well, he is a very special person to me.  I don't even know if he's my boyfriend or a just friend.  I guess in the middle. ^__^  Right now, I'm happy with what we have right now. I love you papi. ^__^

Compilation...

This are some messages that i intentionally save just to remind me that my life has been sad for this past few days... memories that made me cry and i wanted to believe them that's it's true.. but sad to say this are memories that only can be true in my dreams..

every second of my life, i only think about you..

i'll do anything to bring her back even it will cost my life...

di kita iiwan kung magiging malungkot ka lang...

pero kung ako tatanungin.. i want to be with you forever...

i will find a way to be with you...

**edited 12/29/07

walang manakit sayo, mananagot sakin...

i promise that you will be my only first and last couple...